Monday, June 11, 2007
I've gotta stop!
I am making myself absolutely bat-shit obsessing over trying to anticipate when Kevin will be home. It's a foolish thing to do because PGN is totally unpredictable. Sure, there are averages, but there are also crazy waits in that black hole. Then I read posts on the message board saying that PGN has been letting people OUT after a much shorter wait than the original 8-9 weeks I was figuring on. After my first KO, I've been back in for 2.5 weeks...some speculate an OUT after 4-6 once you're back IN. So, off I go...stomach in knots, thinking 1.5 more weeks puts me at 4 weeks! Whoa! Settle down little lassie. I know that it's silly to think that way, but it's hard not to. It's much more realistic from me to be figuring, at least, another 5.5 weeks. I know that. I do. Why can't I make my heart go where my head is?