This weekend?

Will I know this weekend if the bmom signed off on the adoption for the fourth, and final, time? The lawyers are due to send out the 10 day update today and my agency director said she'll be getting them out to us this weekend. What I want to see? A) The bmom signed off already, and B) the new BC was already sent for.

As I've said before, I'm a planner. I like a schedule. I'm a little OCD that way. So, with that being said, I have the timing of the pick-up trip planned out in my head. Right down to my Embassy appointment date. It's a fool's game, but I can't help myself. I'm predicting (HA!) the Embassy date being on, or around, 8/22. But! If the sign-off didn't, or hasn't (I can't even contemplate that), happened right away (or any other glitches), the whole plan goes in the crapper and I'll have to reassess my planned dates.

My stomach is churning waiting for the news that Kevin is, indeed, legally my son and is coming home. As usual, I'll be at work when the update is sent. It seems that has happened often to me and it sucks.

I'll let you know Monday if I got it.

Have a great weekend!